I leave in 3 days for Calgary. Im excited, I've been to Calgary once and it was just to drop off a portfolio, so it was a quick trip. I didn't get a chance to see much of the city. Im also excited to see Satcey, I haven't talked to her much since she left, been building up so we have tons to catch up on when I get there. Im excited as heck. It's also my deciding time, see if I actually like the city, if so then the plan is to move down there next mayish. I also get to leave work for a whole 5 days, wooohooo.

So I learned how to crochet the other day, well about a week ago. I taught myself how to knit last year and have been working on the same blanket forever. Then a couple friends at work managed to finish a blanket in couple weeks. So I decided I needed to learn myself. Well I rule, im just about done my first blanket, it's pretty spiffy. I have two diff tones of red in 5 big stripes. I also managed to make a couple of scarfs. I so rock!

Things with the boy are good, we have been living together now for just about 3 month. Im still more gaurded than I need to be I think. I mean I believe I love him but I have a hard time completely letting down my gaurd with him. I guess it will come with time. I built up a pretty big wall after the whole Beth thing. But I do enjoy being around him and we share our space good. we also have great sex which is Great.

Anyways I will update more often, or as much as I can.